schande1988 @ 2011-01-04T20: 33:00
... yes well ... no idea.
I just feel me kinda sad. Sina it goes bad.
While I have nothing to do with it, but I'm doing bad. knowingly because I think it will continue to make every effort to maintain a relationship with Karl upright. I'm sad about it, I said you what I think of it and think to keep it fairly well. She wants to fuck a relationship with a guy out of the good talks and maybe nothing more to appreciate Sina know. He does not want kids, no house, no wedding and that nothing really what makes a relationship to keep upright long.
Sexfreunde internet you can get in if he needs help though I'm a big spam mailbox.
If I have someone love, and I know I am doing it. Then I will but favor with these people from now until the end of his walk together, through thick and thin, raise children, build or buy a house, plant two trees and for take care that all are well fed and all goes well, at least this is my biggest goal. That which is striving for ICH, which is why I want a girlfriend. Without sex, I'm far from a long stretch of well alone.
At the end of my life I would have said: "I've led a good life with my beloved and my beloved to you, it has lacked for nothing.."
It is idealized, but nevertheless this is one of the reasons why I am not from the bridge falls, me chasing a ball in the head or me unceremoniously schupse without a parachute from the plane.
I have friends who make any shit by EVERYDAY. It does not matter whether because of love, or job, or school, or whether they just had a shitty shitty day. From some I know about what goes on in them, they talk to me. One of them makes me really care, because who says things that are already at the limit.
But, what good is it now to bury our heads in the sand? With final dissolve any problems. You can them out of the way, they stop, or just talk about it.
I doubted myself again and again, it is firmly anchored in this journal. Doubt, because I know at some point is no longer. I'm not often that I love someone. The most famous are hardly got a Hdl addition, if at all. When I fall in love, then I do it, then ... I am but unfortunately in the end often destroyed, have been.
In my life there have been only two great friends, Susan and Sina. Sina And is there truly unmatched. Would I let her go, she and her relationship go their way and let me go back, both in word and writing as well as in attendance, I would still love them no less, because for a long time, I'm sure.
But I would be willing to do so.
Why? Because I know how it hurts. Rejected become. Fooled become. Abandoned. I know pretty much many types of pain, the love the end of a love or an unfortunate accounts. The only thing I truly nciht know how to be making a decent connection.
I have so much doubt before, and considered both to be at rest. Simple reason, to protect me from this pain. Ignorant, it suffers just becomes easier.
I know the difference now sue if Sina is crying from emotional, or if she is suffering emotionally technical. I feel for her, I'm feeling stupid, because I want to help her stand by her, I would immediately go. But I can not, I can not! I am very excited so on! I want that she is fine. I will do anything for that.
I want at the end of my life also can say to her: "I have a good living out ...."
For to me is Sina, the woman with whom I would like to be old, no matter who is still running around out there.
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