schande1988 @ 2011-01-23T16: 41:00
I do not know quite what to write.
I only feel that I have to. Between Sina and I'm nothing more. We write, and sometimes we call, two days before we have yet to meet, and yesterday in sperl more or less random.
I do not know what to do with her. I really like it.
But I place no hope in it. I've been really disappointed every time only.
I took half a day Thursday NEN free because we wanted to meet you, I collect them from school and stuff. It then came to nothing, I was really looking forward to it.
Thursday Tomorrow, she writes me something where I was surprised even right, it was something like a beginning of the end. It found that Karl is an ass, and they accept it viell. that in order to gain distance and then make statements. I thought the go. In the evening she was short with me, as I then saw that she had her engagement ring on her luck chain, I knew this was again just hogwash.
retrospect, I realize that I pretty much any hopes, expectations that I sat in Sina were somehow destroyed it. Started long ago in December, where I'm really, we are a few. Smoke and mirrors.
I'm not really happy. I have nothing that I it really has to feel joy. I sit around and wait to speak, only at home waiting out the hours that go over now and I can sleep. So at least I can go to work, an occupation that gives me at least 8 hours a day the opportunity to prove myself and my feelings are not to be there for nothing.
For my birthday this time I have invited people that I have not been the primary school. Just as long I have not provided you celebrate my birthday in the sense to do. I'm curious times on friday.
sina I want that I can not deny. But as it maintains its karl hard as I can not win. This makes me sad, that's why I remember not at all what to do.
The longer the already goes, no matter the more it is me. Only until I see her again ... I can not but be only for her to do ... Habs still taken
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